In my soul's core there is a battle going on. Desperate I try to solve the conflict, but the roars and voices of thousands arise from my dark and gloomy soul. They stand high and proud. Because they believe in themselves. Unfortunately I don't. Since I'm divided in 2. Logic and Love. I seem to let my feelings decide too enough or that's atleast what my logic tells me. Nothing can be without an opposit. I hope my opposit can take me near enough for a hug, a kiss, a whisper. Loneliness gets lonely quickly even though I will always my battle inside my chest, I have no one to share my struggle with, but in the end. Do I want to do so? Would I allow myself to dump my questions on her, or will I guard her as the bible infront of the heart and protect her from all harm. I bet the diffrence is big. She will just leave me like everyone else intend to do.